Speak in a summer tone
Pause in the after glow
Tenderly whisper my name
Tell me once again why I am your bride
So I can fly
So I can fly

Pause in your busy day
Look extra long my way
Wink at me across the room
Kiss me longer
Touch my arm when I am by your side
So I can fly
So I can fly

Oh how the little things
Strengthen my tiny wings
Help me to take on the world
When you love me there’s nothing I wouldn’t try
I might even fly
I might even fly
I might even fly

 

i see the moon...

church is supposed to be simple, you simply worship God..

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it was a very cold morning when i arrived home, mamu was awakened when i opened the doors maybe because of the sound it created (talking to my pegpeg that time). by the way, mamu is my mother..she’s a very sweet person, she prepared me breakfast (pansit canton and egg). so i sat down as she started to tell me what her dream was all about (which i wont go into detail). well, it was one frustrating dream she said, she woke up crying. that dream must’ve meant something in her life. lately she’s been dreaming dreams that has the same theme as today’s. for the longest time, she’s been waiting for something good to happen but it seems to slip away and she’d end up getting depressed and frustrated with her life. there’s a tug in my heart when i heard her say this “para bang wala ng magandang dadating sa buhay ko, matanda na ako, pero may tiwala ako sa Diyos”. as she was saying it, it brought tears to my eyes. i love my mother. we cried quiet tears together. i went to her and embraced her tight, told her “di kita iiwanan”. this is enough, i cant think straight, i’m actually crying while typing this.

to my mamu: i love you, di kita iiwanan, kahit magkaroon ako ng sarili kong family, i’m still your little boy..

for a couple of days now, we have this weird connection (me and my pegpeg). we both are actng a little strange i guess.. the thing about that is we were both trying to breakthrough a certain hump we got ourselves in.she had a VERY bad week. 😦 My poor pegpeg.. 😦 i won’t go into details.it was just very bad.

she’s just a sweet person that deserves all good things. these things we experience on a day to day thing, it creates in us a better person. we aren’t perfect but, the perefecter of our lives is at work in us.

to my pegpeg:

just hang in there my baby..i love you…

I didn’t have lunch today, too tired to stand up from my post.. Just had one cup of coffee, my second cup the entire week.I can’t resist writing something in my blog. in a few more minutes i’ll be taking calls again. I can’t believe I made it without filing another VTO request (we’ll see as time wears on).

Iam just tired of myself saying the darnest things and end up frustrating people..maybe i should just tie myself to a tree or stitch up my lips?HAH!! My mouth has gotten me in trouble, hmmmm, makes me think it has a life of its own. HAHAHAHA!!maybe it does have a life of its own..:)

All I’m saying is, I got to learn and the good thing is I’m actually learning..there’s no sense in mulling over what i could’ve done, what is said has been casted out, not to be taken back. In life, there are things you have to learn from and things you have to celebrate with.with those both, you have a balanced existence..it would be boring if life is all but goody goody, it would be turmoil if it’s all toil and pain..Imagine a movie without conflict..right..

🙂

Iam passionate

I can be both considerate and inconsiderate

sensitive and insensitive (50/50 i guess?)

I’m very impatient and is working towards becoming less of that

I can be very contradicting and it is very frustrating to me

I can be persistent without thinking

I can be nice once in a while, i should be more often

I am understanding but it is kinda blurred out by my impatience and my out of control persistence..

I am creative

When I say things, I may be misunderstood

Iam weird

Iam slow and smart at the same time

selfish and unselfish (20/80)

compassionate

self critical yet some burst of confidence

i love mornings than evenings

I hate making mistakes but loves learning from them

I collect embarassing moments (not intentionally)

I’m not very friendly (my facebook says otherwise)

I’m generally quiet

I am moody

I love watching the sunrise

I cry at sad movies (minsan)

I am easily taken by my emotions

I lack attention but not trying look for it (sometimes I do)..

I take things to heart

I believe easily

I can be a man when it counts..

I love basketball (cant play ala Kobe Bryant)

My thoought pattern is as tight as sand

I’m a lover, not a fighter, but I can fight when it counts..

I am a broken man, but made whole…

I love Pegpeg, truthfully.. there’s nothing left to say there, she knows it..And even though I’m not perfect, I want her to know that I’m all hers..

there’s nothing more to say..

i love you and i’m sorry..

i am so sorry...

oh one of those days..sometimes when you ask, you are asking too much..much has been said and i’ve obviously said too much to a fault.i thought i was patient.saying it is one thing, being it is another. it’s hard to walk what you preach. there’s no one els to blame but myself. it’s not easy to keep a straight path.